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cause i forgotten to mention tad me + shun an + steff went to swensens after tuition...har har....
yupp....we were playing with the ice-cream (earthquake) n the dry ice...haha...then we were like adding more n more water to create the smokey thingy...har har so funni lah....cause we added too much water n then we added melted ice-cream...then the bubbles started to overflow...(yes...there were bubbles....n i think it was some kind of chemical reaction....)then steff was like "ewww..." then she took out the "pepper / salt shaker " thingy where u put the dry ice in...n then i put some tissue around it...n it was overflowing like mad...(even though i was using my spoon to pop the bubbles...) har har har....so fun....then we stuffed tissue inside the thing (it was damn gruesome) n put on the cover (which is perfectly clean...) on top of it so it won't disgust the waiters....
ya n i almost puked after the meal....n it wasn't because of the gruesome images that r still flashing though my mind now....haha....it was because of the chicken baked rice which is so damn filling.....haha...
well...tads all...
**thks steff n shun an... you guys rock !!!
***n for nick (tung)....get well soon....
I won't show my real emotions...u won't know my true intentions...
11:13 PM
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u all rmb this pic ?
haha...its actually hand made by moi !
**hands waving** (ty ! ty!)
haha...i was looking at my pics when i came across this...
i did it in the art room using clay....
then amazingly scanned it in the com using my scanner & it came out in grey scale....haha !
digging for the past....looking for the future....
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OMG like so sad lah !!!
yuan lin let me listen to the "graduation song" n i almost cried...amazingly...
then I was like...u trying to make me cry is it ?
haiz...friday went tuition....then they were like..."eh ? y u today so early ar "
then i was like..."my last session mah..."
In the end...i still have one FINAL FINAL FINAL tuition on friday....
have to go through the pain again...
2dae had tea session with aunt amy....then she lectured me again lah....
as usual....
gosh...i feel like crying RIGHT NOW !!! :'(
haiz....gtg tml got eng n geog test....hope i'll do well...o ya...tml have dance n photo taking session....YIPPIE :):):)
(i feel so retarded ! )
Its time to let go...
9:51 PM
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OMG LAH !!! WTF !!!!
my mum just told me tad its my last session in tuition....
i was like "WAD ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! "
i m so pissed...i noe i have to leave one day but y NOW ???
just not ready for it....i had my 1st ever lesson in singapore there ok...
n i have been there like since end of primary 3...
it is seriouly very heartbreaking to leave it...
obviously there r other reasons like "y do i wanna to stay....."
(i m like suffering from depression now...)
& i feel very sleepy....ok i wanna end this post....
the memories that lasted a lifetime...my heart is tearing apart...
10:03 PM
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haiz....can't seem to find the cause of it....
anyway...me n pat debated AGAIN....(YES....AGAIN !!!)
this time abt.....nvm....i forgotten...haha....
but yesterday she went to YJC to see some debate thingy...
haha then she saw HWA CHONG INSITUITION against MILLENIA INSITUITION.....then she told me the motion n the proposal n stuff....
haha....its like so damn funny lah...
I think Bern is CRAZY over ABC....she never stops talking abt him...
n the ideas r going too CRAZY....i suggested "dun do anything" but she say she dun want....so no choice lor....
haiz...my H.PARTNER n my TEDDY BEAR is sick for 2 days already....hope they get well soon....
fine....mum nagging again.....gtg.....
drain my blood...start from the heart....
11:55 PM
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2dae...went long john for lunch...with hui min n pat....
then me n pat decided to debate...
then we're both arguing n arguing n pat kept hitting the table...har har...
then hui min was giggling....cause I was like "Pat ! stop hitting the table..."
haha...then we kept saying "point, madam...." or wadever u say when u want to interupt in a debate to disagree...and "u r contradicting urself !!! " cause we dragged too far away from our topics....
(seriously...u dun wanna see us when we debate...)
we debated abt if being in a co-ed sch or single sex sch is better....
and obviously i took co-ed sch is better.....like DUH !!!
then after she state her proposal...we decided not to debate abt it anymore....
the 2nd topic was abt if children should be allowed to bring hp to sch...
& ITS OBVIOUS ONCE MORE !!! I TOOK "WE SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO BRING HP TO SCH !!! "
haha...then we talked crap lah....blah blah....yada yada....
yea....tads all...har har har....
I m torn apart...
12:30 PM
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TY !!!
11:25 PM
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missed zps 6/2 04 .....
missed tuition classmates...
missed my K.L primary schoolmates...
missed my neighbours in malaysia....
missing a lot of peeps...
makes me feel depressed when i think of it....(i noe its dumb...)
I :
-feel like doing expository writing all of a sudden....
-feel like commiting suicide....
-feel like looking for _______ to ____.....
-feel like contacting with my primary school frens again....
-feel like having another class gathering...
-feel like slapping someone...
-feel like sleeping now...
-feel like telling ________ tad I ____ ___ !
-feel like going shopping...
-feel like going clubbing...
dunno y....i just feel like doing all those things...
been very depressed this few days...
no one to ____ __...
someone for __ to ____....
I <3 color="#6600cc">HIM too much to let him go....
我不得不爱他!
*fill in the blanks if u want....
3:13 AM
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and i have school tml....how amazing could i get ??
anyway.....bernice said she would stay up 2dae until 4...
i feel like calling her to see if she is still awake....
ARGH !!!! I M SO EXHAUSTED !!!!
anyway....the inter-class dance competetion was so SCREWED today...I felt like i was having fever before the competetion cause we were the FIRST !!!! to perform.....wth !!!
I REALLY wanted us to win....(amazingly...all the rest of the classes did indian dance and we did malay.....thks to jolyn !!!)
Let's not go into the details on wad happened on stage....
but it was still quite ok lah....I pity those who didn't get in the dance in our class.....we practiced SOOOOO hard for it !!!
ok....its like 3.25 now....gtg....
P.S. (to all dancers) I M VERY SORRY !!! FOR NOT CHOREOGRAPHING THE LAST FEW STEPS PROPERLY !!!
11:28 PM
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its like....y not ? i mean...dun tell me u have never cheated in anything before ?
like spelling....or...tests.....exams....like what's the big deal abt boys cheating on girls ?
it sounds so unfair to the guys.....
how abt : Why girls shouldn't cheat on guys.... ?
like they have feelings too ya noe....some guys r so much more sensitive than girls lah pls !!!
like dun tell me you girls out there have never cheated on a guy before....(i m not referring to those who have little experience in this area n i m not out to insult....) like pls....
WAD THE HECK HAPPENED TO EQUALITY ??
well...not tryinig to be drama here but i m just pissed off with some of the way some girls think...
like :
"ARGH !!! I found out that my bf is sms-ing with girls....I think he is seeing someone else ! OMG will he dump me for another girl ? "
or another case....
" ARGH !!! OMG lah !!! i think there are so many girls out there interested in my bf...hmm... i think from now onwards...
(i) no sms-ing with other girls....
(ii) no having school group work with other girls....
(iii) no spending of more than 5 min to chat with other girls... "
or worse still......
"hmm....i think i should delete all the girls contact number form my bf's hp n then tell him tad i did it accidentally....to prevent him from talking to other girls...."
LIKE GOSH !!! U R LIKE CONTROLLING HIS PRIVATE LIFE !!! ( referring to when he is not with u.....)
but i m trying to imply that guys should cheat on their gf....but i m trying to say that :
why can't guys cheat on girls ?
or
why can't girls cheat on guys ?
it takes 2 to clap if u noe wad i mean....just saying tad if the guy cheats on you doesn't mean tad it is his fault in all cases....but if u really can't take these blows...u can just tell urself tad..."HAH !! ITS TAD IDIOTIC GUY'S LOSS FOR DUMPING ME....I M SO GONNA FIND ANOTHER BF TAD IS SOOOOOOO MUCH MORE BETTER THAN HIM !!! "
but all of this are just food for thought...i just got inspired suddenly to write this CRAP....but anyway....i still think that cheating is not entirely wrong unless that person is a BIG FLIRT and are just out to hurt all the innocent girl's feelings.....