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ME, MYSELF AND I.
Hsueh Ni;
"An average girl growing up in the most average kind of environment giving her insights on life and her takes on the conventional way of living as she seeks out the unique people and things that intrigues her."
♥ ♥ ♥

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By yours truly

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- I WISH FOR WORLD PEACE !!!
- finish buying everyone's birthday presents!
- A chow chow puppy! :D
- To open a successful bar/club.
- To have at least a million $$ in my account by the time I'm 23



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Friday, July 27, 2007
12:58 AM




In 1992 (the year you were born)



George H.W. Bush is president of the US



Hurricane "Andrew" becomes the most costly in US history with $20 billion worth of damage



Arkansas Governor Bill Clinton is elected President of the United States



Riots break out in Los Angeles after police are acquitted in the Rodney King case



An "Earth Summit" is held in Brazil to address global environmental problems



Jay Leno replaces Johnny Carson as host of the Tonight Show on NBC



George H. W. Bush becomes ill on a visit in Japan and vomits on the Japanese Prime Minister



Mike Tyson goes on trial charged with raping a 1991 Miss Black America Contest contestant



Amy Fisher, the "Long Island Lolita," is arrested for shooting Mary Jo Buttafuoco on the front porch of her home



Toronto Blue Jays win the World Series



Washington Redskins win Superbowl XXVI



Pisstburgh Penguins win the Stanley Cup



Aladdin is the top grossing film



"End of the Road" by Boyz II Men spends the most time at the top of the US charts



Mad About You and The Real World premiere



Sailor Moon premieres on TV Asahi in Japan

What Happened the Year You Were Born?

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007
1:05 AM

FUCK FUCK FUCK !

FUCK THE FUCKING SCHOOL WEBSITE !!!!!!!!!

FUCK IT LAH !!!!!!!!!

I SPENT MY FUCKING 1 HOUR TYPING

AT THE FUCKING FORUM !!!

AND NOW YOU TELL ME I LOST ALL MY LONG

PASSAGES OF CAREFULLY THOUGHT OUT

SENTENCES BECAUSE OF A TIME OUT ERROR !!!!!!

FUCK YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007
10:09 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO :

MUMMY !

CECILIA !

BRICIA !

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Sunday, July 15, 2007
12:14 AM

Where in the world
have you been hiding?
Really, you were perfect!
I only wish I knew your secret!

Father once spoke of an angel . . .
I used to dream he'd appear . . .
Now as I sing,
I can sense him . . .
And I know he's here . . .
Here in this room he calls me softly . . .
somewhere inside . . .
hiding . . .
Somehow I know
he's always with me . . .
he - the unseen genius . . .

Angel of Music!
Guide and guardian!
Grant to me your glory!

Angel of Music!
Hide no longer!
Secret and strange angel . . .


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Thursday, July 12, 2007
10:48 PM


No more talk of darkness
Forget these wide eyed fears
I'm here, nothing can harm you
My words will warm and calm you

Let me be your freedom
Let daylight dry your tears
I'm here, with you, beside you
To guard you and to guide you

Say you love me ev'ry waking moment
Turn my head with talk of summertime
Say you need me with you, now and always
Promise me that all you say is true
That's all I ask of you

Let me be your shelter
Let me be your light
You're safe, no one will find you
Your fears are far behind you

All I want is freedom
A world with no more night
And you, always beside me
To hold me and to hide me

And say you'll share with me
one love, one lifetime
Let me lead you from your solitude
Say you'll need me with you here, beside you
Anywhere you go, let me go too
Christine, thats all i ask of you

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime
Say the word and I will follow you
Share each day with me, each night, each morning
Say you love me
(You know I do)
Love me
That's all I ask of you

Anywhere you go, let me go too
Love me
That's all I ask of you

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Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
How can I love you ? How can I love you ? How can I love you ? How can I love you . . . .

I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that’s never happened to me.
But after this episode I don’t see, you could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know,
Do you know,
Do you know,
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
2:43 AM


When the fire fades away,
Most of everyday,
Is full of tired excuses,
But it's to hard to say,
I wish it were simple,
But we give up easily,
You're close enough to see that,
You're the other side of the world to me.

On comes the panic light.
Holding on with fingers and feelings alike.
But the time has come.
To move along.

The fire fades away

Can you help me ?
Can I let you go ?
And can you still love me ?
When you can't see me anymore ?



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Yes and yet another day filled of drama is over.
I got caught sleeping in class like 990981234567890 times today.
I bet all the teachers are like damn fed up.
I am like behind every single one of my homework.
my mom is like nagging.
I don't give a damn man.
I am fed up.
I really don't know how the adults live until their age man.
I am a teen and there was this point of time in sec 1 when I already think sleeping is a boring thing to do and is a waste of time...
Like how am I gonna survive the rest of my life !
We had a sexuality talk during CME today.

It was hilarious.

Meaning of infatuation : It is any relationship that involves sexual attraction or sexual feelings for another. Also known as a crush or puppy love, it is not true love but may lead to it. It is often confused with love. Because of the sexual element in infatuation, it is often useful

God !
Its 2.40+ right and I haven't started to do anything constructive at all.

this sucks !
I MISS HIM TO BITS !
microscopic bits im telling you...

Bhav and I have been getting loads of moodswings nowadays.
So depressing !

_______________________________________________

I've decided to ignore it.
I'll pretend I didn't hear anything.
Thanks anyway, dominic.
Congrats too : )

Love is such a weird thing ehh !?
playing with one's emotions and behaviour to such an extent ?
ok... I should seriously cheer up !
bhav ! lets say goodbye to the world !


Carry on you say, with the best of today -- chapter one.

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Hey baby ♥ . How are you today ?

And all I want you to do is be my love <3

still crazy over you.


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Sunday, July 08, 2007
2:48 PM

I think Im gonna die soon.
seriously.

And like fuck ! I can't sing anymore !
not like Im a singer but having a voice like this is HELL !

You know.
There are times when your body is so sick until you feel like you're having some kind of terminal disease.
Like how Im feeling now.


No, I won't wait forever.

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Saturday, July 07, 2007
8:12 PM

HAPPY EARTH DAY !!!!!!!

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Friday, July 06, 2007
3:12 AM



The days feels like years when I am alone.
When you walk away, I count the steps that you take.
When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.
When you're gone, the face that I came to know is missing too.
When you're gone, all the words I need to hear to hear always get me through the day.
I'd make it okay.
I miss you.

I've never felt this way before.
Everything that I do, reminds me of you.
I love the things that you do.

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Wednesday, July 04, 2007
4:00 AM

We'll have great fun this month. trust me :)

I've decided...I am going to fill myself up with activities like trying to participate in the floorball team and the director for literature on stage.

and so it started again !




Why can't you give up ?
Why can't I give up ?
and so it has been half a year.

- timewise, you're beaten. Badly.

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Monday, July 02, 2007
1:17 AM


Yupp its over !
I feel so much better now.
PHEW...

but it still hurts.
all because of you.

All I wanted to do was to stand close to you, be by your side.
All I wanted to do was make the world revolve around you and I.
But I'm gonna give up, everyting I've gone through to make it right.

- pocketful of miracles.

And so the story ends.

// Don't take to long to say I love you to the ones you love cause time has a habit of slipping away.

and I'll doubt my love for you for now.

FOR HIM WHO HAS AN ANGEL'S NAME <3


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Sunday, July 01, 2007
11:56 PM

time's up...
and so i'll throw in the towel.

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less than half an hour more...

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ONE HOUR MORE !

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Should I go on whining on and on about him?
i think im overly obsessed with this issue...
And I seriously mean it.

And I have finally broken my record of not being sick for 6 months :/

Thanks to the lack of sleep. And my obsession of thinking of him at night.

went to the SYF opening ceromony yesterday.

WAS FABULOUS ! Now I know why those ppl have gold with honours for their SYF items.

Our school's Indian dance was great !

god ! we are like one step from performing on that stage. So tense.

Bernice ! stop going GAHH-GAHH over the half naked drums guys :P

The ceremony was eye candy man !

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Should I or Should I not ?
My patience is running thin.
Waiting was never a pleasure.
But you're all that I have.

And so I ask the question again.
Do I ? Should I ?
I'll give it one last shot. One last day.
But is it enough ?

My final fantasy.
It was a wrong move.
So now I'll have to pay the price.
Nothing ventured. Nothing gained.
It wasn't meant to be.

// When you're close enough to see that you're on the other side of the world. To me.

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