Some people just can’t accept the fact that others are “dumber” than some other people. They just can’t accept their own children to even fail a subject in 4 yrs of their education and just can’t stand having them getting last in class because she failed 2 marks for her English mid-year paper and get kicked down to the bottom of the class. Yes, my mum again. She had to piss me off because I failed my mathematics and can’t accept that I just can’t do mathematics. All of us are destined not to do something in our lives. Mathematics is something I can’t do. I can’t apply formulae get the idea? I can’t even pass my physics calculations test. Let alone pass mathematics. Just hate it when they put pressure on me. Just because my entire family (including my cousins, uncles, aunts, neighbors, cousin’s cousin does better than me in studies means they’ll be more successful in life right? Well even if they are more successful, doesn’t mean they will be happier. ARGH! The pressure set as the ONLY person in the entire family history (paternal and maternal) and I really mean it to get last in class is getting unbearable. So what if I get the hearts award? Like they’ll even give a damn if I have a lot of compassion and values. They’ll just think that I am a busybody spending TONS of their money on the phone bills. Wth! And my amazingly STUPID dad (no offence but I really felt like saying that!) refused to waste money to install a broadband in the current house because he said that when we move we’ll have to pay the installation fee again. Well, ain’t he the stupidest person you’ve ever seen? My internet is dial-up and the bills are like 100++ per month. Even an unlimited broadband with great speed won’t cost this much right? If I’d had to choose, or even have an option to, obviously I’ll choose to pay the installation fee and save the money of the phone bills. Furthermore, the broadband is WAY faster than the bloody dial-up.

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