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will you try to make me feel better ?
FUCK ! I WANT YOU TO BE ONLINE !
You really didn't have to.
And that was a mistake.
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there is an SYF opening ceremony tml !
Going to watch perdormances at the indoor stadium until 10 00 pm at night !
so totally gonna videotape everything although you're not supposed to.
lets try and enjoy the week although I know I won't :(
// And I still do.
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11:52 PM
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What happened to the what if's and why not's ?
- The what if's had a NOT and the why not's turned to NO.
and now its just the end of the road.
but it just wasn't good enough.
How I wish I could follow through.
Signal Fire.
And on and on and on I'll go, dancing in mansions made of twigs, and castles made of sand.
maybe i can be happier in illusions.
Cause I love you so.
// A conversation that we'd never shared.
G A B R I E L. And I still do.
11:45 PM
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// somewhere in between
7:42 PM
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thks to GC & bhavi - poo and yanlin !
haha
thks dude !
hmmmm i have like TONS of hw to do luh !
I havent finish anything yet and sch's starting in a days time !!!
THIS SUCK ! I SWEAR !
FUCK FUCK FUCK !
damn !
I swear im having moodswings man !
// Im falling even more in love with you, letting go of all I've held onto. <3
6:45 PM
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once again...I betrayed someone
its painful, yes I know.
JOY TO THE WORLD !
ITS PAINFUL ! PAINFUL! PAINFUL! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL !PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL ! PAINFUL !
I AM SO STUCK !
FREAKING HELPLESS NOW !
FUCK OUR FREAKING MORAL VALUES !
FUCK MY OWN PRINCIPLES !
FUCK THE TIMES I HAD TO FACE YOU WITHOUT SAYING I LOVE YOU !
FUCK THE TIMES I WAITED FOR YOU TO GO ONLINE WITHOUT TALKING TO YOU !
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck !
// another hopeless dream
god bless me !
12:21 AM
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You have no idea how much its hurting me now to even type this.
To see you when I wake up, is a gift I never think to be real...
You do something to me, that I can't explain.
Would I be out of line, if I said I miss YOU ?
I know I´ll see you again, whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care.
And, I miss YOU.
// forbiddden love.
11:18 PM
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god had a great time shopping this month...fell so damnit guilty that I have bought so much stuff...HAHA !! But it was really fun...OH yea..I went to times square in K.L to the COSMO WORLD (I think) that world's biggest indoor theme park... DAMNIT FUN I tell you muahahahaha !
the rides were like way more exciting than the ones in escape theme park (no offence)
It had me SCREAMING OH MY FUCKING GOOOOOOOOD during the rides...haha
damn fun !!!
went tarot card reading
had fine-dining
LOADS of retail therapy sessions
oh yea...
before i went K.L
i went around singapore too
like sentosa
vivo (3 times in a week)
orchard twice and LATE-NIGHT SHOPPING THERE !!!
ROCKS TO THE CORE !!!
marina square
blah blah blah...
sentosa was FUN !
went to the beach...got burnt as usual...but not as bad...
underwater world
dolphin lagoon
blah blah blah
took TONS & TONS of pictures...
but since the internet speed is too slow ti even do anything...
I shall upload it when I change my modem
(which will be lie 984915123235484563 years later ! )
oh yea...went to watch Pirates 3 with yw and yl
AND SO WE SHALL GO TO WAR !
haha...
had sooooooo much fun...
but felt guilty for abandoning my cousins :(
think thats all the highlights so far...
shall update somemore next time !
kk bye people :D :D :D
//LOVES <3
*** _________&__________look so much like a couple !!!
They're so cute together...Bwahahahahaha