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I scraped through.
Really appreciated the help I got from a friend.
A friend whom i spent the whole day with today.
The poor thing is burdened with so much troubles of her own.
One day she may just break down.
Its really tough for someone to carry such heavy responsibility.
The sacrifices one has to make in order to make another happy.
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And I sat near you.
watching closely to each and every detail.
with hopes and dreams.
that longing for us to be right beside each other.
I spotted you.
Stealing glances at me.
I tried to look away but my eyes cant resist the temptation to stare right back.
You were caught.
You tried to hide it.
The fear of rejection.
Those who are near-sighted never saw the details of this trickery.
I am not one.
And I sat listening to a precious gift.
With my mind so unclear.
I received unwanted messages of the most unbearable.
I thought the end was near.
Until I got struck again.
This time an old friend came haunting.
Years of continuous predictament.
I have ended up here.
In this cold dark area.
I sat, pouring.
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I never knew thigs would end up this way. <3