Monday, December 31, 2007
7:55 PM
I'm exhausted.
I'm pissed.
I'm worried.
I'm sick.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
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Sunday, December 30, 2007
1:30 AM
I WANT A:
1. i-pod touch with my name engraved at the back of it!
2.
vaio laptop!
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Thursday, December 27, 2007
9:42 PM
I know you're afraid.
Very afraid.
You've been suffering in silence.
But I'm not going to tolerate it anymore.
You say that you're thankful.
But its not enough.
If you don't know how.
I am going to show you.
These are the years you try to leave behind.
Whatever you are, I will remember the way you were.
I didn't waste my time on you.
You wasted yours for mine.
You know you were at the losing end.
But you gave it your all.
That's good enough.
Rather, its best for me.
And you.
-This is a place only you will know.
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Monday, December 24, 2007
2:28 AM
Like a pair of perfectly synchronised couples dancing,
I took a step forward with you moving back.
Our feet never met.
Just to show the perfection in this masterpiece.
I took the trouble to go through all of this just to show you I care.
I tripped. We fell.
Suddenly I felt both of us are miles apart.
I'm not that piece of puzzle after all.
Even if I'm living in self denial.
I feel that you have the same perception.
Screaming out from deep within,
I searched for an answer.
I was enlightened.
Its not complicated,
Neither is it simple.
I never thought you could break me.
But now I'm falling apart.
And I'm on the verge of giving up.
I've got my head in the cloud.
It fogged up my vision.
After the thunderstorm,
I saw a rainbow.
-The bridge to reality.
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Memories. Will stay as such.
And day lights, craving.
Sunshine on this frozen heart.
I am wishing you well.
Wondering how you are.
If you and I are going under.
Maybe we can both recover.
And find forgiveness for each other.
Even if this is goodbye.
And time heals.
But these scars keep on tearing us apart.
And sometimes ending is the only place to start.
If you and I are going under.
Maybe we can both recover.
And find forgiveness for each other.
Even if...
If what we had is really over.
If fate is out there we discover.
Let's find forgiveness for each other.
Even if this is goodbye .
You can test me until the end of time.
So I'll countdown the days until we say goodbye.
Until then, I'll continue to look from a distance.<3
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Tuesday, December 18, 2007
8:33 PM
I'm bleeding. Yet there's no pain.
I'm crying. Yet there's no shame.
I was pulled in this never ending karma.
Thats going to haunt me for the rest of my life.
We're bonded by blood.
Yet I see no chemistry.
I can't continue this.
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Monday, December 17, 2007
11:39 PM
Went towning with bhavina today. I BOUGHT TONS OF STUFF LAHHHHH!!!!! Guilty conscience acting up. I bought a green bag, a green cardigan and a green shirt. Hilarious isn't it. Okay...maybe not. There r like tons of stuff that I wanted to buy lah. But I was particularlly interested about the Ipod touch I was playing with at the apple shop. haha. ITS REALLY FUN! Ahh wells. im still brooding over the dream. SOMEONE'S UNHAPPY AGAIN!!!
Oh. Did I mention I bought 2 tanktops from MNG which are green 2days ago? and green nail polish too!
I see the look in your eyes and I know that you'll soon say goodbye.
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Hello everyone. I shall bore everyone with the series of events in my pathetic life again. (:
Anyway. I'll be blogging abt a dream I had last night. and for a person who don't normally dream, this is really a great achievement for me. YAY!
so this is wad happened...
First, I was at_________________________and I was with _________________________________________ and ___________________
so we______________________________________________________________and then_______________________________________________________________so ________________________________________________________and ___________________________________________________________________
just to____________________________________________________________
but_____________________________________________________and to think that I _________________________________________________________then ________________________________________________and I woke up.
TAA-DAA! can't expect much from me luh :P
p.s. the person I dreamt about was the last person I said good night to. go figure.
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Friday, December 14, 2007
7:30 PM
I'M TAGGED BY SHUN AN!
Q: NAME A FRIEND WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH A 'S'
A: Shun An
Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS
A: home
Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?
A: Sleep or dont sleep also u take so long, u will forget one la. I'm very sure of it. Hahah. i took the sims games from my cousin.n my dad brought xbox back from his off! :D Im gonna b kept occupied!YAY. Wan come my house?yea right -.-
-It was excatly like that.
Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: When I'm bored. yea.
Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: define curly.
Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
A: my brother's imaginary one. OHH! Here he goes again!
Q: WHO'S THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
A: me. when I'm in the mortuary.
Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT ?
A: DAMN YOU!
Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
A: DARS dark chocolate! YAY!
Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
A: Sheryl-ann through the phone. I said "BYE!"
Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: not much.
Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE, DONNIEDARKO?
A: HUH???
Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: Is bargain hunting counted?
Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: Most likely.
Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, ''I LOVE YOU'' AND MEANT IT?
A: I can't freak hell remember.
Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
A: Attending a funeral.
Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: erm. yea. LOADS.
Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: DUH!
Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?
A: My sister.
Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: No. Try not taking morphine as pain killers when u r in great pain.
Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
A: NO!
Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: the last time I went toys r us which was this year's teacher's day.
Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDE YOUR HOUSE?
A: my cousin's house.
Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
A: I don't drive.
Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: Enchanted!
Q: WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST?
A: I trust everyone.
.Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
A: YES! Esp those who will create them and ask the qs.
LAST...
1) person you saw: DADDY!
2) talked to on the phone: Patricia
3) hugged: my sister.
4) person you texted: Bhavina. and now Patricia.
TODAY...
1) date: 5....4...3...2...1...15dec!
2) plans: message bern to wish her happy birthday since its 12 now.
3) dislikes about tomorrow: no comments.
CURRENTLY:
1) missing someone: HELL YEAH! MISSING A BUNCH OF PEOPLE! ESP........________
2) mood: moodswing-ing now.
TRUE OR FALSE:
I am a morning person: TOTALLY! I LOVE MORNINGS! ESPICIALLY EARLY MORNINGS! REALLY EARLY MORNINGS!
I am a perfectionist: It depends on the things that I'm interested in.
I am an only child: FALSE!
I am currently in my pajamas: im in a tank-top and fbts.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: only specific ones.
I can be paranoid: duh. anyone can.
I currently regret something that i have done: yea. not talking to him.
I enjoy talking on the phone: DUH!
I have a secret: I don't have secrets!
10 person to tag :
1. IAN!
2. bhavina
3.bernice
4.mei wen
5. keed cheng
6. stephanie
7.yanlin
8.jolyn
I have no one else to tag already la. Nobody is blogging these days.
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HELLO EVERYONE.
my mother's father's 1st wife died last friday.
my mother's cousin's mum died today > Thursday.
Life's really unpredictable.
MOCKERY OF FATE!
HEAR THE GRIM REAPER ROAR!
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HEY IAN!
I GOT THIS!!
Congratulations Hsueh Ni, you are 70% not Malaysian.
That means you're as Malaysian as...
Guy Sebastian !
How Un-Malaysian Are You?
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
10:49 PM
OBML GATHERING WAS LOVE !!! <3
haha. we had the OBML gathering at 1U on 10th dec.
and I swear that it was SUPER DUPER FUN!
haha.
anyway. all of us there were either malaysians or half malaysians.
so it was cool.
anyway. those people who went included me, Mer, Yi Xian and Yi En, Yong Ching, Ian, Michael, Jin Howe, Jien Kit and Tjia Wei.
When we were bowling. candid shot.
Miss J! The pro. haha. His score rocks socks.
haha. still 1 pin only.
hahaha. finally 2 pins. SUPER HILARIOUS!
Someone bowling...
MER MER EATING ICE-CREAM!
MER MER AGAIN!
me - total unglamness.
mer and I caught off guard with my face screaming " FROSTBITE!"
Gan Yi Xian! Being camera shy. haha.
Yi En + Ian + Yi Xian
The 3 of them once more.
Tjia Wei + Yi En + Ian + Yi Xian + me (YX's not looking!)
Haha. cause Tjia Wei got the lowest scores in bowling then he had to belanja all of us to yum cha. In the end he bought ice cream for all of us with each scoop costing $5.90 so there were 10 of us so......I bet it burnt a BIG hole in his pocket.
The only regret about the whole trip was a proper group picture but nevertheless, everything turned out quite okay.
KUN HENG!!!!!! YOU NEVER COME AND MEET US!!!!!!!!!!
<3>
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I'M TAGGED BY IAN!
1. Do this tag and answer all the questions in your own blog.
2. Delete question no.20 and add one of your own question instead.
3. Tag 8 victims to do this tag.
Questions:
1. What is your dream when you were a small kid?
erm...to grow up.
2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
ME!
3. What do you wish to have right now?
I have a wishlist. look to the left.
4. When is the last time you horse laughed?
LONG AGO!
5. What did you realize recently?
I LOVE OBML TO MICROSCOPIC PIECES!
6. Which bad habit in you that is the most unacceptable?
being lazy. enough said.
7. When you are unhappy, what will you do?
I turn on my ipod and blast.
8. What are you afraid of losing?
My money.
9. Within 5 years, which target is the most realistic one?
finishing a course.
10. When you met someone that you like, will you profess or hide your feeling?
I hint. and.........
11. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.
1. bossy and no brains.
12. Define loneliness.
It'll never happen unless you're stranded in the middle of space orbiting around a planet with just vacuum around you.
13. Are you satisfied with your life now?
not really.
14. When is the most recent time you felt touched?
I never did feel that way. I have a sad life.
15. Where is the most beautiful place that you've visited?
my bed.
16. A song that is playing in your mind recently.
Summer fades to fall. - faber drive
17. If you have a wish to come true, what is it?
I'll wish to have a million more wishes. I'm greedy.
18. Do you have anything to be worried or scared recently?
LIKE LOADS! - my homework!!! dance t-shirts. outings. the upcoming party. O's. maths!
19. If the world is going to end, what will you do?
I'll go spend all my money. - shopping craze.
20. What are you doing now?
This questionnaire. - DUH!
I tag:
Bhavina
Bernice
Shun An
Keed Cheng
Mei Wen
Yanlin
Stephanie
Jolyn
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