Hsueh Ni;
"An average girl growing up in the most average kind of environment giving her insights on life and her takes on the conventional way of living as she seeks out the unique people and things that intrigues her."
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QUOTE OF THE WEEK: "Creativity is priceless, appreciate your ideas and make sure it comes to fruition. "
By yours truly

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wishlist


- I WISH FOR WORLD PEACE !!!
- finish buying everyone's birthday presents!
- A chow chow puppy! :D
- To open a successful bar/club.
- To have at least a million $$ in my account by the time I'm 23



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Wednesday, March 05, 2008
10:14 PM

I'd still remember.
your smile,
your eyes,
your features,
your smell.
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HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU EXPECT ME TO BE HAPPY?!
DAMN IT!
I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN!!!
AS THEY SAID, YOU CAN'T HAVE TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING.
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I know that barrier.
I warned.
I defended.
I tried.
I lost.
I'm defeated,
by temptation.
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I'm sorry. Its infectious.
Its a plague. A disease that can't be cured.
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I'm afraid,
Of the possibilities.
I'm sorry for the causalities,
but I'm a victim myself.
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Close your eyes and count to ten.
Open your eyes and do it all over again.
By the time that you're done,
Please don't tell me not to cry yet again.
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Mission week ain't helping.
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All I can think of is you, you, you and US!!!
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Yes I feel like ripping it apart myself.
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To find you, joy.
To get close to you, a sacrifice.
To be with you, a blessing.
To miss you, hell.
To love you, heaven.
To hold you tight, a dream.
To never let you go, a fantasy.
You, ___________.
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I can't really find a reason to live life as it is anymore.
I know things had to change.
I know things won't be the same as much as I'd hope it to be.
But I still hope we can stay.
Stay as such.
I don't expect much. But this is not long enough.
I don't mind trading my lifespan for this.
I think its worth it. I know its worth it.
I'm afraid of how we'll react after this.
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If you see this please don't cry.
If you know how I felt please smile
If you know this please don't die.
Cause if you do, I'd rather take your place.
But the thing is, we'd still be seperated.
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Yes, we crossed that fine line.
Defiant people.
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I'd love to spend one more moment with you.
Is that possible?
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Rhetorical questions!!! Damn you! Am I persuasive now?
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Yes, I'm counting down the days until our hearts die.
As painful as it seemed, it won't be long.
I know cause I was there.
There to drain my blood.
To hug you tightly with a double edge sword between us.
To love you with a broken heart.
But, I'd still be happy if I died with you.

- Every time you cry.

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