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one person, one life.
only fate will bring you this far.
to feel and to be felt.
heartaches and heartbreaks
along with grief.
To be condemned...
To be mocked...
Not to be...
But is it worth it?
yes.
It might fizzle out.
It might vanish.
It will be memorable.
It will change your life.
It might not work out.
But its okay.
Time will never heal the wounds but your wounds will become invisible scars.
Scars will change you... for the better.
Sometimes you don't have to choose.
Its just laid out for you.
Sometimes you can have both.
You'll only have to realise it.
Be fair to yourself. Don't hesitate.
follow your heart, find peace.
I have chosen. Have you?
5:44 AM
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the words in bold are titles to songs I'm listening on shuffle now...
and this is the series of events that im hoping wont play out tmr but probably would cause I'm blogging this stupid post now...
1. Rush to school... tell fitris I never finish my part for the project.
2. Afraid as hell as I wait for her to lecture me.
3. Okay... nevermind... class starting... Here I come...
4. Prologue before group discussion = my sentence...
5. Fitris surprisingly says that my project is so-so...somewhere in between good and bad.
6. Me saying... time for me to fly to meet bhav to go to the saloon.
7. But I need to ask "If thats ok with you" to fitris 1st.
8. Say sorry so that she wont be so aggitated and feel that I'm irresponsible.
haha. thats abt it... btw these songs are in sequence in my shuffle mode...
I didn't skip any...
okay this post is too random... I need better ideas...
BACK TO PROJECT HELL!!! BYE!!!
6:15 AM
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I.T. show is coming!!!
SO SCREWED!!! I FORGOT AND WENT TO SHOP ONLINE AGAIN!!!
OMG!!! I MUST KEEP MY SPENDING TO A MINIMUM THIS WEEK IF NOT IM SCREWED!!!
Lets see what I need:
1. BLACK BERRY STORM 2 (OMFG!!! MUST BUY!!!)
2. Earphones
3. Mouse
4. Sony alpha 330 (not a need but I want)
5. New iTouch (not a need to replace but I also want)
6. CHIO & CHEAP laptop case (its okay if I dont get it)
7. Keyboard protector (I need this but alcohol will do for now... I'm just afraid that the letters will fade)
Thats pretty much it. UNLESS I see something else that catches my eye.
OHH MAN!!! I want an iPhone too!!!
BUT I SHALL WAIT!!!
Things that are this epic will have the same products that will top it...
I mean... WHO DOESN'T WANNA EARN MORE $$$
okayyyyyy... peace outtttttttttzzz