Your view on yourself: The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: Your readiness to commit to a relationship: The seriousness of your love: Your views on education The right job for you: How do you view success: What are you most afraid of: Who is your true self:
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4:08 AM
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OHHH! I changed the background for my blog but IDK how to put a picture as the header. SUCKS!!! Time to change blog skin. Actually, I really really REALLY want to change my blog skin BUT I'm too lazy to move my tagboard, site meter, links, and personal info around and Im also trying to avoid losing any information.
OKAY! It has been a very fruitful day cause I managed to coax myself of having a one-day workaholic lifestyle. well actually, I wasn't that busy la. Just had to attend school and the Miss Selfridge's Fashion Night Out event.
I didn't take pictures of the event or myself cause I was too lazy, I wasn't dressed well and it wasn't a BIG event.
THIS, is my goodie bag:
It contains samples from Benefit (HELL YEAHHH!!!) High beam & a moisturizer. Miss Selfridge lip balm and nail file, complimentary classic manicure.
The manicure sponsor.
They have this particular product that is something like a nail sticker. Look at my pinky in the picture. this is how the end product looks like. Well basically, this thing is a substitute for nail polish cause it doesnt take time to dry, can peel off easily and they got 300++ designs to choose from. (they only have abt 10(?) at the venue) I think the idea is interesting la. but its damn expensive and hard if u wanna DIY at home cause it takes alot of work to get the sticker nicely on the nail. Its from USA,
Okay, they had a special discount thingy during the event today la. If you bring a friend there and buy ANYTHING, you get the member card. Which is great cause usually u need to spend 150bucks at either topshop, topman, miss selfridge or dorothy perkins. so yeah... not bad la. the deal. PLUS everything in the store is the new autumn collection and its store-wide 20% off.
SO... bought this BEAUTIFUL pair of heels. :D
The original price is 79.90 but after 20% off its around $63. And the friend who went with me got a member card as well... :D
I left halfway through the event cause I was SOO damn bored... They were just explaining abt the season's trends and what the store has to offer this season... (like I'm blind and need you to explain what I'm looking at to me...) PLUS, the host was SUPER NON-CHARISMATIC...
So yeah, left to go shopping!!! :D
I've been so deprived of shopping for the past month that I'm on the verge of getting withdrawal symptoms from it. lol. kidding la. just hand itchy...
Okay, then I went around shopping and this is my loot. (in no particular order)
First, its a Nautical Dress from NEW LOOK!
The front: nothing much... Just 6 golden buttons...
The Back: HUGE ASS back revealing clothing...
The reason bought this is cause its damn it cute and the cutting is FAB!!! It doesn't seem as nice in the picture but maybe next time when i finally wear it then you guys can judge.
The original cost is 79.90. But cause Jom has the New Look member and $20 off voucher that has to be used by the end of the month, I had $20 off and only had to pay 59.90. :D
Okay... moving on...
Yes I bought TONS of undergarments again. lol. ALL cotton on body's fault. I LOVE their sales for their lingerie. In total, I bought 3bras and 2 panties. 1.The red and white polka dot one 2.The fuchsia one with beautiful straps that cant be seen in the picture. 3. The strawberry one. 4. The strawberry panties that I find cute but doesn't match the bra. 5. The strawberry panties that matches the bra and is DAMN bloody cute.
The bras costs 10bucks each and the panties costs 5 bucks each. :D
(estimated original price: bra, $19.95 ; Panties: $9.95
Last stop, Diva...
I ADORE this cupcake. I *hearts* whimsical things... (nuff said)
This costs $15.
Ohh yes I forgot I bought a bracelet in cotton on body as well. It was sold at the counter and I was like OMFG!!! I WANT!!! Looks damn Juicy Couture la...
Ohh yes. I bought it @ 4.95. DAMN CHEAP I KNOW...
Okay, now comes the super dreaded time for me...
I HAVE SPENT
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$182.85
today!!!
OMFG... FML!!!
AT least I saved $ 76.65 :P
WOW... Didn't realize I saved tht much as well... now I feel better :D
Okay its like 5.30am now. I gng slp.
GOODNIGHT WORLD!!!
3:24 AM
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like-she-is-leaning-towards-the-gay-side adorable!!! :D
4:41 AM
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Can you feel my heart?
Thumping, Pumping, Beating.
Can you feel my heart?
Breaking, Cracking, Shattering.
Can you feel my heart?
Aching, Blistering, Smoldering.
Can you feel my love? My love.
4:04 AM
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COME ON!!! You think spongebob is gay cause he holds hands with his best friend and you are screwing others up with your campaign. GET A LIFE!
WTF. and people actually listens to what this guy says. BRAINWASHED to the MAX!
Don't get too cocky dude. you only win in numbers. Soon everyone will be enlightened.
8:08 AM
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lol.
Coincidence much...
Thanks facebook notifications...
5:11 AM
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I just saw an old friend's fb cause he asked me how I was the other day.
Its so scary how people grow up so fast.
He earned 70k+ by doing a job. (IDK what job it is if not I'd be rich by now)
That's just 10% of it. Of course, it was a shared business.
He just took off in a A380 jet to Japan as well. (for work)
I met him during primary school in the tuition centre.
The centre is pretty famous at that time.
He was one of the guy friends that I was close to and kinda had a crush on.
But even then you could tell that he was good at dealings with business.
I remember that there was one occasion that he made a bet that I couldn't finish my Chinese essay in time, before class ended.
His bet was 50 bucks. No conditions.
It was the kind of unfair deal that no teen would agree to.
If I didn't finish, I won't lose anything either.
So... Obviously I rushed that essay.
But as you know... little miss slow poke here would take 10 mins to write one Chinese character.
So I kinda cheated till the end. It was slightly pass the deadline and I sneakily told him I did hand in before the deadline.
But Mr gentleman here was kind enough to not spoil my ego.
And I kinda rubbed it in reminding him every 5 mins abt the deal and asking him where my money is.
OBVIOUSLY I would have thought that he was joking about the money right!!! LIKE WTF!!!
50 bucks is like a MILLION dollars to a 11/12 year old kid.
So, the next week, before tuition, Mr gentleman DID FUCKING HAND ME THE 50BUCKS and asked me to keep it. (He kinda insisted.)
Being the greedy and snotty brat that I am at that time(hopefully not now), I took it and kept it.
~end of story~
But throughout all these years I've never forgotten about the 50bucks.
I know I would one day return the 50bucks to him but its like how the hell am I supposed to do that???
Randomly post a wall post on fb:
"Hello. Remember the 50bucks you lost in a bet about 6 years ago? I wanna return it to you."
WTF. NO WAY LAH! It would be damn embarrassing if he didn't rmb. OR WORSE! Ignore my comment...
PLUS. He is fucking rich now. Why would he wanna spend $$ on transport to meet me to get back a measly 50dollar note? (He has always been rich but its prob his parents' money when he was younger)
Okay... but seriously...
It suddenly hit me that people whom you think wouldn't make it big because it is pretty impossible and not realistic in life, WILL!
You will never know if the good friend whom you lost touch for a long period of time would suddenly become a BIG shot one day.
It gives me hope but despair as well.
I know that they work hard and prob have to be extra savvy to start a business or continue one.
But can you imagine how I feel beside them?
I think I have WAY too successful friends.
It scares me sometimes and obviously make me feel inadequate.
It seems like I'm not trying hard enough.(NOT that I am la. But I just wish I was)
I have ambitions too. But when I think of them realistically I realize that it is going to be hard trying to accomplish them.
I'm scared to death now. Suddenly don't feel like growing up. (Though I'm still happy with the fact that I'm legal with most things that concerns themselves with age.)
Fuck. I feel like crying...
p.s. NO! I'm not suicidal or under depression. Thank you.
p.p.s Did I mention that he was born just 8 days after me? Also, the fact that his brother is the same age as mine and in the same secondary school right now.
p.p.p.s I just found out that he is in the same school as me as well. But we've never bumped into each other.
Its a small world after all.
3:52 AM
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As high as he can imagine.
Piercing the water,
from peak to peak.
Is a yearning for the sky reflected in his eyes?
What if this high point is not merely the sky, but something far higher?
If he knew of the infinite glitter of the stars,
would his dreams soar even higher?
Even if one doesn't know why,
to live is to constantly reach out.
Not a nervous restlessness,
but a constant motion of the heart.
-Nino, Arakawa under the bridge
I love this show.
Venus is your neighbour, so why can't you feel the love?
3:51 AM
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I don't do it often enough.
lol
okay. its 3.52 in the morning now.
I have nothing to say apart for the fact that I needa go to the loo. (not that you need to know)
Sorry guys. I'm just so uninspired nowadays.
Way too cheery. I'm mostly inspired when im in the emo state.
OKay. gtg. nature call... plus i needa change my ham-ham's bedding. :D
6:47 AM
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one person, one life.
only fate will bring you this far.
to feel and to be felt.
heartaches and heartbreaks
along with grief.
To be condemned...
To be mocked...
Not to be...
But is it worth it?
yes.
It might fizzle out.
It might vanish.
It will be memorable.
It will change your life.
It might not work out.
But its okay.
Time will never heal the wounds but your wounds will become invisible scars.
Scars will change you... for the better.
Sometimes you don't have to choose.
Its just laid out for you.
Sometimes you can have both.
You'll only have to realise it.
Be fair to yourself. Don't hesitate.
follow your heart, find peace.
I have chosen. Have you?
5:44 AM
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the words in bold are titles to songs I'm listening on shuffle now...
and this is the series of events that im hoping wont play out tmr but probably would cause I'm blogging this stupid post now...
1. Rush to school... tell fitris I never finish my part for the project.
2. Afraid as hell as I wait for her to lecture me.
3. Okay... nevermind... class starting... Here I come...
4. Prologue before group discussion = my sentence...
5. Fitris surprisingly says that my project is so-so...somewhere in between good and bad.
6. Me saying... time for me to fly to meet bhav to go to the saloon.
7. But I need to ask "If thats ok with you" to fitris 1st.
8. Say sorry so that she wont be so aggitated and feel that I'm irresponsible.
haha. thats abt it... btw these songs are in sequence in my shuffle mode...
I didn't skip any...
okay this post is too random... I need better ideas...
BACK TO PROJECT HELL!!! BYE!!!
6:15 AM
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I.T. show is coming!!!
SO SCREWED!!! I FORGOT AND WENT TO SHOP ONLINE AGAIN!!!
OMG!!! I MUST KEEP MY SPENDING TO A MINIMUM THIS WEEK IF NOT IM SCREWED!!!
Lets see what I need:
1. BLACK BERRY STORM 2 (OMFG!!! MUST BUY!!!)
2. Earphones
3. Mouse
4. Sony alpha 330 (not a need but I want)
5. New iTouch (not a need to replace but I also want)
6. CHIO & CHEAP laptop case (its okay if I dont get it)
7. Keyboard protector (I need this but alcohol will do for now... I'm just afraid that the letters will fade)
Thats pretty much it. UNLESS I see something else that catches my eye.
OHH MAN!!! I want an iPhone too!!!
BUT I SHALL WAIT!!!
Things that are this epic will have the same products that will top it...
I mean... WHO DOESN'T WANNA EARN MORE $$$
okayyyyyy... peace outtttttttttzzz
5:48 AM
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which pushed me to post this...
She is MY FAVVV person on youtube!!!
She's the fabulous and always beautiful MICHELLE PHAN!
OMG! Her videos are EXCEPTIONAL!
If you're a beginner and want to know more about make-up, THIS is the BEST place to learn...
FREE!!!
I just saw this video that teaches you how to wash your make up brushes using stuff you can find in your house like dishwashing liquid and olive oil. OMG!
Another video showed that olive oil can TOTALLY remove your eye make up!?!?
LIKE WHATTTTTTTTTTT!????
All these years I've been ripped off...
I have to pay 10+++ per bottle of eye make up remover...
OMG! THE HORROR!
Well, I personnally think that ALL FEMALES should know how to put on GOOD make-up. Its an important skill. Can you imagine going to a job interview without putting on appropriate make up or NO make up at all??? So disrespectful... :(
Anyway, I happen to chance upon her channel while youtube surfing...
I don't think its that hard to chance upon it since she's darn famous and has lotsa hits anyway.
I remembered that the 1st month that I found her vids I started to watch is THE WHOLE DAMN NIGHT! Freaking awesome.
I love it when she edits her videos and takes the time and effort to explain everything to you. Also, she has lotsa tips and tricks that are very conventional for the poor students like myself since most of the remedies are homemade.
DAMN!!! She's an artist too. And she can paint damn well.
Check out her charity channel which is named under as Ricebunny.
gotta love her!!!
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Random FML from Fmylife(dot)com
Lolgasmic stuff!
1:20 AM
PLEASE IGNORE THE ARMS!
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SO... I decided to do this!!!
EMBRACE THE SNOOKI WITHIN!!!
These are the stuff I used...
1. Sephora lipstick in C01
2."Gorgeous" necklace from Diva
3. Lace hairband from F21
4. Pocketpal by Benefit (benetint + gloss)
5. Hello Flawless by Benefit
6. Dial concealer from daiso
7. Sheer colour by Lipice
8. Mascara by Eye-Lite
2:54 AM
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Whats the difference between a snowman and a snow woman?
SNOWBALLS!!!
LOL TTM!!!
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I feel so guilty neglecting this blog for such a long time...
I wanna blog about some of the interesting things tht happened recently.
But its way too crazy to put it on the net and associate it with myself.
I know all too well about the dangers and horrors of the net.
So I'd prefer sticking it out to be a neutral person...
AHHHHHHH!!!! I MISS YOU GUYS!!!
(I'm referring to those out there that I havent met for the past month - IDK when...)
lol.
I'm thinking of working at universal studios on weekends.
But Idk if I can get the job. Its so IN-DEMAND now...
And I realised tht recently I've been craving for anime. lol
I have caught up to all the anime I'm interested in so far and I only can wait for Japan to air and for kind ppl to sub before I can watch...
Freaking long process please!!!
OMFG! I JUST REALISED THE MANGA IS OUT TODAY!
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
2:23 AM
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I JUST WENT 313 @ SOMERSET TODAY!!!
LIKE OMFG!
That is seriously going to be my new home!
WHOOPING 4 LEVELS OF FOREVER 21!
DAMN GOOD STUFF THERE TOO!
There is a huge-ass Uniqlo there too!
Actually there are lots of other stuff there too but I was rushing.
If there is any other thing worth mentioning after this post then I suppose I'll post again :P